Be My Valentine, Changmin? =^_^=

In less than ten minutes, this very special holiday will be over.  Thus, I am posting this before it happens.  What holiday is it?  Well, the origin is completely different from how it is celebrated today.  It is a day for lovers, but if you're like me, it would go by a different name.  What holiday is it?  Valentine's Day!  But for me and probably you too...it would be more like Single Awareness Day. 

Now, I don't mind being single.  There are pros and cons to it.  But as I grow older, I begin to wonder what it is like to be in a relationship.  And on this day, I'd always wonder what it would be like to receive a gift from a valentine.  The funny thing is, I'm not really looking for anyone at the moment.  ^^;;  I know that the next thing I'm about to say is going to be virtually impossible and cliche`, but I'd really love it if Shim Changmin was my valentine.  Let's take that a step further:  I'd really love it if Shim Changmin was my boyfriend.  Gee...who didn't see that coming?  >_< 

Now...I know what you're all thinking... "Are you stupid?  This guy is a celebrity from a country that you don't hail even from!  It's practically impossible to think you'd have a chance!"  Or something to that manner.  But I can't help it if I like the guy.  Yeah, he's a famous South Korean celebrity and all (so it's really difficult to get near him) but he's still a man.  And not only am I a fan, but I'm still a woman first so I think it's only natural that I'd have these feelings, right?  :o  I don't know how to explain it...  He hit me like a ton of bricks!  It's like a fatal attraction of some sorts.  Or a 'CRAZY LOVE, perhaps?   =^_^=  Sure I've had crushes on other guys and thought of dating them, but with Changmin...I not only want to date him...I want to do EVERYTHING with him.  Oh dear...that sounds very dirty, huh?  Of course it is a given that I do have to meet him first to see how he is in reality.  Gah!  If only I had money~! 

However, there is the thing that people say about not falling in love with a celebrity.  And that video that LinzerDinzer did about celebrities does have a few good points (CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO).  But if that's the case, it sounds like a celebrity will be forever alone.  :(  I understand that they have to cater to millions of raging-hormonal fans who'll kill the chick or dude they're with.  And I know that I'd be especially jealous of the girls that Changmin dates (heck, I'm jealous of his previous girlfriends) but I don't think I'd hurt them.  I'll just cry a river.  Maybe if I met Changmin face to face and talked with him a little, it'd resolve some of the things I feel for him.  That or make it worse.  ^^;;

Hmm...seems like I've gone off track yet again with my post.  :o  I shall end this it with one question:  "How obsessed do you think I am for this man?"  Honestly, I feel that I may be a little, but at the same time I don't want to be put into that category.  There are times when I'd pray to God in hopes that He'll keep Changmin open for me until I meet him.  And out of all my dreams, this is one of them that I really wish would come true.  I hope that all your dreams will come true too~!  Except the evil, malicious ones of course.  ^^;;

So now without further drabble, I'd like to wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!  Now, let me return back to wishing what it would be like to have Changmin as my valentine on yet another Single Awareness Day...