September 17, 2012

Fuu...I'm Such An Awful Fan... ┐( ̄ー ̄)┌

Just a few moments ago, a teaser picture was released of a blindfolded Yunho with a yellow backdrop.  My Twitter list (at least the Cassie part of it) went crazy in spazzing.  Yunho and Changmin are going to be making a 'comeback' very soon--excuse me, a Korean comeback.  Much like last time when they came back for "Keep Your Head Down", I'm probably one of the few that isn't really as hyped about it.  Maybe it still has to do with this whole lawsuit looming over everyone's head.  Maybe it has to do with me wanting to see them comeback as five more than anything else.  I'm not sure why, but this feeling comes up whenever it's HoMin's comeback.  Please do remember that it doesn't mean that I hate them, it's more like I'm just not able to move on and adjust to how things are with the members like other fans have.  I'd have to say also that I'm starting to not be too earger for comebacks anymore (though I don't think I ever really was).  Hey...it's not like they actually went anywhere, right?  They were just doing other things.  And that is all good with me.  ^o^  So when fans were saying that they 'missed' seeing such-and-such, I was all like: "But they haven't gone anywhere.  ^^;;"  Now, I would understand if they were on hiatus for many months not doing anything.   

There are many, many, MANY things I'd like to say to alot of fans (even to a few people I know, but that's a different matter altogether).  Of course, I can never say anything because I'd probably get flamed/bashed for it.  And I do want to remain good freinds with many people. .__.  I might be able to hold my own in a debate, but at the same time I think I'm not so good at it.  Sometimes I'll take things to heart or I'll probably keep going until I get the last word in.  Though they say that silence is the best comeback, so if it comes to that, I'll try to bite my tongue.  Hey, it's kind of like taking both sides into consideration and trying to be the better person, you know? 

Well, I seemed to have gone off topic on that last part, but somehow I feel like it still fits.  Anyhoo, to sum things up, I'm not too excited for HoMin's comeback as others are, comebacks are just 'eh' to me, and there is alot I'd want to say, but I'd rather hold my tongue in order to maintain peace.  But despite all this, if you're still willing to call me a friend or fellow fan, then I thank you very much.  :3

Peace out~!  

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