Greetings! This is a salvaged post from my Myspace blog. It's still up there, but I figured I'd share it here. This is back in 2008 I believe. :D
Well, I haven't done one of these in a good while. :3 As all of you know, I have been so very much into South Korean male celebs. My ultimate favorite being Shim Changmin of TVXQ. It is astounding how much I really do love this man. I am not sure if it is actual love or a lust thing, but I am assuming it is love at first sight. Most may think that it is rather strange due to the fact that he is a celebrity living on the other side of the world. But that doesn't matter to me. He's still a person, so I may have a chance...even though it is VERY slim. :3 I will still hold on to that small chance. And because of this extreme caring for him, I have no interests in dating anyone else. Now before you say, "Now that's a bit extreme", hear me out. My reasons for doing so is because frankly, nobody interests me here. And Changmin is my ideal man anyway. "Why don't I find someone closer?" you ask? Well, that is because I have the mentality that if I do date a man, he basically has to the be first and last man I date. That is why I am taking my time (and not dating anyone)...even if I am missing out on tons of opportunities. I'm sure that there are some people like that in the world. There are times when the words of some people get to me, but I usually brush it off and continue with my ways. You all know who you are. Sure, my views on dating (and love in general) are all screwed up, but hey...that's the way I funcition. So, why do I like Changmin so much? Well, I am not entirely sure myself, but there are a few reasons (most of them being shallow):
Well, I haven't done one of these in a good while. :3 As all of you know, I have been so very much into South Korean male celebs. My ultimate favorite being Shim Changmin of TVXQ. It is astounding how much I really do love this man. I am not sure if it is actual love or a lust thing, but I am assuming it is love at first sight. Most may think that it is rather strange due to the fact that he is a celebrity living on the other side of the world. But that doesn't matter to me. He's still a person, so I may have a chance...even though it is VERY slim. :3 I will still hold on to that small chance. And because of this extreme caring for him, I have no interests in dating anyone else. Now before you say, "Now that's a bit extreme", hear me out. My reasons for doing so is because frankly, nobody interests me here. And Changmin is my ideal man anyway. "Why don't I find someone closer?" you ask? Well, that is because I have the mentality that if I do date a man, he basically has to the be first and last man I date. That is why I am taking my time (and not dating anyone)...even if I am missing out on tons of opportunities. I'm sure that there are some people like that in the world. There are times when the words of some people get to me, but I usually brush it off and continue with my ways. You all know who you are. Sure, my views on dating (and love in general) are all screwed up, but hey...that's the way I funcition. So, why do I like Changmin so much? Well, I am not entirely sure myself, but there are a few reasons (most of them being shallow):
-He's Asian. (I've wanted an Asian boyfriend...I guess I'm a little picky...)
-He's taller than me. (he's 6'2"!)
-I like his personality (even though he comes off as a smarta$$, I still love him)
-His smile may be a bit jacked up, but to me it is the most cutest thing in the world
-I'm attracted to his well-defined face^^
-His singing and dancing is amazing (just like the rest of TVXQ)
Now I do realize that there are a few problems if I do manage to get into a relationship with him. One major one being distance or even citizenship. And then there is the cultural issue. As long as I respect his, everything is cool.
So all I ask of you is to please don't worry about my love life. I seem to have a twisted view on relationships anyway. At least encourage me in seeking him out, and maybe talking to him. Or something to that effect. ^_^ And I'm not stalking him, if that is what you may think. If the info is out on the net, I just look at it. And his pics are posted in many places I visit. It's not like I can be like some fans and steal his undies. That's just too extreme. However, I will admit that whenever I daydream about him...things kind of go x-rated. =^^=
I know that I talk about Kpop groups too much, and Changmin even more. But he is one of the things that just makes me happy. And who doesn't want to be happy in these times?
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