February 10, 2012

And Recovering Butthurt Fan Says...

Oookkkaaayyy~  So the rumor about Jin and Meisa turned out to be true.  OTL  Will I live?  I'm very certain I will.  I am glad that he is doing the right thing (if she truly is pregnant).  It's just really...surreal to say the least.  I'd still support him of course.  If I see his album in a store around here, I'll most likely buy it.  Haha...it was a 'speedy-relationship-made-only-in-my-mind' that Jin and I had, mainly after I got a good look at his AnAn shots.  ^^;;  I'm quite shallow, I know....  m(._.)m  Anywhoo, if any of you were concerned about my mental stability, I'm getting to feel alright about it.  You know, try to wish them some happiness.  It's not like I can do anything except complain how it wasn't me.  XD  However, if it were Changmin or Junnosuke, that would TOTALLY be a different story!  I'd throw a huge fit!  I'm not even going to lie about that.  Then I'd get told to get over it and probably not have much--if any--sympathy from anyone because of the massively huge fit I'd throw. 

To be honest, I'd really like it if a celebrity would go public with their relationship.  But I understand that they're worried that fans will either stop supporting them or threaten their girlfriend/boyfriend.  In my opinion, it's best for me to know early so that (if I did like the celebrity alot) I'd know that they're off my list of dateable men.  Sounds pretty absurd, huh?  Of course I like them for their talents too, but you know...'the heart wants what the heart wants' and all that jazz.  And I feel I could still have a chance, you know.  In fact, I think that is why so many people audition to become celebrities:  so they can be close to their favorites.  I guess I should become a celebrity or at least a staff member of their team.  -_-  And I do remember when the ones we liked were just fans of other celebs too.  I now know how you felt when your favorite actress got married, Changmin.  u_u   

I guess it's safe to say that this week was a really suprising week both in my fangirl and my real life.  From engagements to a marriage to Changmin checking out ladies in bikinis to an ex-girlfriend blackmailing a Kpop star to everyone thinking it was Yoochun to it not being Yoochun to whatever else crazy happened this week.  I really hope that the rest of the year will not be like this.  It really hasn't been so good of a start at all.  Let's keep hoping things will get better~!  Peace!  I apologize once again for this post being full of drabble from a recovering, kind-of-butthurt fan.

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