I know that this may sound silly, and you have probably heard all this before, but I would like to write this message to you. I really wish I could send you a real letter, but I don't know the address. And even if I did, the letter would probably head straight for the trash can or the fireplace. :3 I see you are really busy these days. SM is working the living daylights out of you and the other members it seems. But this is the line of work you like to do, ne? To be famous....it seems like a lot of responsibility. I don't think I could handle doing that. I'd like to be well-known, but not super famous.
Lately, Jungsu-oppa has been referring to himself as a doll. But he isn't one. He is human. It may be true that he is just another pretty face to SM, but he isn't to people that care for him. Do you think that way too, Changmin-oppa? There are so many times when I look at pictures of you that you seem so emotionless. It makes me wonder what you are thinking sometimes. Aren't there days when you just wish that you could just get away from it all?
Ne, ne oppa...if it is really you that I am talking to on Myspace, then I am sorry for sending you multiple messages. It is just that you haven't been online in a long time, and I freaked when you and I were on at the same time. I just had to send you something. But now, I realize that there were other fans that also want a reply from you. Sorry for taking up your time. I bet that every time you log in, you have hundreds of messages, comments, and friend requests. And you cannot finish them all.
But it was nice that you responded to me (as short as it was). I was happy. You see, I really want to talk to you not on a fan's level, but on a friend's level. But you may just think of me as just another fan…an American fan....an AFRICAN-AMERICAN fan at that. *sigh* You see how I put myself down? I frequently do this sort of thing.
Well, I hope that you and the other members do well. And I hope to see you one day. Maybe we can become friends...or you can become my boyfriend! LOL! >////< Please don't ever change how you are now. Not for anybody. Don't worry what other people or fans think. Even if that means the downfall of your career as a singer...remember that I will still be behind you, cheering you on. Peace out, Changmin-oppa!
Lately, Jungsu-oppa has been referring to himself as a doll. But he isn't one. He is human. It may be true that he is just another pretty face to SM, but he isn't to people that care for him. Do you think that way too, Changmin-oppa? There are so many times when I look at pictures of you that you seem so emotionless. It makes me wonder what you are thinking sometimes. Aren't there days when you just wish that you could just get away from it all?
Ne, ne oppa...if it is really you that I am talking to on Myspace, then I am sorry for sending you multiple messages. It is just that you haven't been online in a long time, and I freaked when you and I were on at the same time. I just had to send you something. But now, I realize that there were other fans that also want a reply from you. Sorry for taking up your time. I bet that every time you log in, you have hundreds of messages, comments, and friend requests. And you cannot finish them all.
But it was nice that you responded to me (as short as it was). I was happy. You see, I really want to talk to you not on a fan's level, but on a friend's level. But you may just think of me as just another fan…an American fan....an AFRICAN-AMERICAN fan at that. *sigh* You see how I put myself down? I frequently do this sort of thing.
Well, I hope that you and the other members do well. And I hope to see you one day. Maybe we can become friends...or you can become my boyfriend! LOL! >////< Please don't ever change how you are now. Not for anybody. Don't worry what other people or fans think. Even if that means the downfall of your career as a singer...remember that I will still be behind you, cheering you on. Peace out, Changmin-oppa!
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